Sunday, January 20, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Romance of Luke Kingdom
With the title shown, i believe you would have guessed what contents i'm going to pen down. This is something which i wanted to share from the bottom of my heart, while 30 or 50 years down the road... it would bring me back broad smiles on my face and sweet memories which i would never wants to forget in this life. In case you didn't got it right, allow me to capture this moment of yours for my further elaboration below...
After all these years on earth, i had crossed path and emotionally battled with opposite sex on numerous occasions. Gals whom i have met and known have definitely not been plentiful, however with due honesty, it could simply takes more than just memory could fill... Acquaintances, hi byes and close ones are taken into account of course.
Sometimes last year, fate struck upon me once more. But....this time is far from normal. This independent, detail, smart but unassuming and petite lady whom i get to know is someone who seems pretty normal to me at first glance...someone who does not grab my attention in the first place (For having all the wanted & unwanted attention she has back then...i thought it would be wise to leave her alone. Haha!).
As fate and luck intertwined....she sparked my life. What set off in great contrast with due opportunities was initiation of getting closer between us which couldn't come at a better time. In contrast, it started not long after my buddy, Nic, who left us for good (Pardon me guyz as i'm a very positive person), both extremes of human emotions i must say.
With her back then, we shared things aplenty amongst us. From dinners to crazy nonsensical jokes to anything under the beautiful sky... We talked virtually and practically everything, even future plans ahead which indirectly created understanding and knowledge for us.
Enjoyment of each other's companionship was really great like good friends (can never be more sure than that) as i treasure those defining moments for every calendar days spent with her....
In the next moment of discovery, gradual attraction turned towards her unknowingly as time goes by....to an extend, i even probed myself the authenticity of it. Happiness filled throughout the air when heart-felt distance made us realised the affection. However, things weren't as easy as it seems, albeit colourful. Through consistent contacts made for a couple of months, i actually started to believe this is going to be a fabulous match made in heaven. While knowing such scenario rarely happens, i choose to stick by it (even till this very day). With due realization surfaced, i embarked on the exploration of this relationship.
Challenges went, barriers came... Progress went expectedly fast and rosy until the arrival of a coup de grace, seemingly a biting point. The biggest stumbling block came heads on, resurfaced as we probably had knew earlier. (Readers please allow me to have reservations about what this is). For that instance, everything was put to a stutter due to the limited choices in life and i accepted that with graciousness. I'll admit i have to bore this outcome deservingly as common understanding has already been laid out with regards to situation and timing way earlier when we met. Whatever the reason is, i will, i should and i have to respect her for that indubitably.
With the sudden cruel twist of fate, i can barely discern the clouds through the mist within a blink of an eye. However.... instead of perceiving this as the end, i'll undertake this as a start of relationship strength though test of time. As i always thought to myself... Being a learner in all aspects of life, an excellent way to reinforce with transfiguration like a metamorphosis is to trample backwards sometimes, allowing one to cover future roads without taking mrt as before (cars are whole lot better...hahaha!).
Hence forth....While taking a reversal step with closer look of availability of choices, for now I'll wish for god's blessing while guarding my belief, hoping.... and waiting... for befalling of miracles.
MAY FAIRYTALE COMES TRUE.... =)
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After all these years on earth, i had crossed path and emotionally battled with opposite sex on numerous occasions. Gals whom i have met and known have definitely not been plentiful, however with due honesty, it could simply takes more than just memory could fill... Acquaintances, hi byes and close ones are taken into account of course.
Sometimes last year, fate struck upon me once more. But....this time is far from normal. This independent, detail, smart but unassuming and petite lady whom i get to know is someone who seems pretty normal to me at first glance...someone who does not grab my attention in the first place (For having all the wanted & unwanted attention she has back then...i thought it would be wise to leave her alone. Haha!).
As fate and luck intertwined....she sparked my life. What set off in great contrast with due opportunities was initiation of getting closer between us which couldn't come at a better time. In contrast, it started not long after my buddy, Nic, who left us for good (Pardon me guyz as i'm a very positive person), both extremes of human emotions i must say.
With her back then, we shared things aplenty amongst us. From dinners to crazy nonsensical jokes to anything under the beautiful sky... We talked virtually and practically everything, even future plans ahead which indirectly created understanding and knowledge for us.
Enjoyment of each other's companionship was really great like good friends (can never be more sure than that) as i treasure those defining moments for every calendar days spent with her....
In the next moment of discovery, gradual attraction turned towards her unknowingly as time goes by....to an extend, i even probed myself the authenticity of it. Happiness filled throughout the air when heart-felt distance made us realised the affection. However, things weren't as easy as it seems, albeit colourful. Through consistent contacts made for a couple of months, i actually started to believe this is going to be a fabulous match made in heaven. While knowing such scenario rarely happens, i choose to stick by it (even till this very day). With due realization surfaced, i embarked on the exploration of this relationship.
Challenges went, barriers came... Progress went expectedly fast and rosy until the arrival of a coup de grace, seemingly a biting point. The biggest stumbling block came heads on, resurfaced as we probably had knew earlier. (Readers please allow me to have reservations about what this is). For that instance, everything was put to a stutter due to the limited choices in life and i accepted that with graciousness. I'll admit i have to bore this outcome deservingly as common understanding has already been laid out with regards to situation and timing way earlier when we met. Whatever the reason is, i will, i should and i have to respect her for that indubitably.
With the sudden cruel twist of fate, i can barely discern the clouds through the mist within a blink of an eye. However.... instead of perceiving this as the end, i'll undertake this as a start of relationship strength though test of time. As i always thought to myself... Being a learner in all aspects of life, an excellent way to reinforce with transfiguration like a metamorphosis is to trample backwards sometimes, allowing one to cover future roads without taking mrt as before (cars are whole lot better...hahaha!).
Hence forth....While taking a reversal step with closer look of availability of choices, for now I'll wish for god's blessing while guarding my belief, hoping.... and waiting... for befalling of miracles.
MAY FAIRYTALE COMES TRUE.... =)
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Monday, January 14, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
My Buddies For Life
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In life, we often look forward to someone close whom will walk with us throughout, perhaps not many. I am gleefully lucky to be blessed with at least more than a couple of them.
Nikkson, Nic, Marcus, Alvin, Richard, Andy, Kevin, to name a few....
Particularly with Nikkson and Nic are both whom i had spend most of my childhood with.
Nikkson, a happy-go-lucky buddy and neighbour, who has tons of stupid jokes to share with everytime. A buddy whom i had known for 22 years till date is one who's tactical, smart, not very easy going and a very lucky guy in terms of some sensible bettings here and there.
Abeit being shy sometimes. Since primary school, we have been monkeying all the way till now, from basketball, to soccer, to playing computer games from nintendo to PS2.
(One thing's for sure is there's more to come from us as a team).
Hail buddy!!!!!
A soccer craze definitely, both physically and mentally.
Conclusion....
Definitely my irreplaceable pal for life.
And not just that....
He is a fun & fantastic husband-to-be for sure.
You bet he is. WITH 30 DAYS MONEY BACK GUARANTEE to go along.
Best of luck for all the gals out there!!!
NO MONEY, NO SINGAPOUR POOLS, DON'T GO HOME.
Nic is another buddy who never, hardly, rarely, blue moonly, has any temper since the day i knew him. Yes, it's "knew". Read on.
This unique easy going fella is someone whom never gets my attention since secondary school until one day which i can't remember to be honest. He is one special and friendly guy whom always has plenty of girls around him despite his ordinary looks. Without any temper of his nature,
he always invites trouble inevitably without initiating anything at all to ignite the flames amongst others. Right. Not even the slightest smoke. Cross my heart. Super duper Mr Nice Guy.
Back to the good ol' days... We've done things aplenty together. Started sharing booze since 1999, went clubbing together, my constant american pool sparring partner, let alone knowing gals together also. In short, the moments i treasure with him is an endless list.
In soccer, he is a die hard Liverpool fanatic as well. His yearly birthday gift is always Liverpool jersey!! What do you reckon man?
Another one of the best life pal i can ever asked from god. Trust me!!!
For the past few years, life has never been as easy for him...
(Readers please allow me to have some reservations about this)
Accumulative of troubles and unexpectancy has eventually made me lost this buddy of mine through a freak incident which happened on 31st Oct 2007. Exact cause of loss is still left unknown till this very day.
Whatever the reason is... Loss is a buddy of life, a buddy of 16 years of memories which can't be describe in words... Overcoming this grieve has been unexpectedly tough, at least till this very day. A reality which none wanted to face and also a big challenge for losing the sight of him at least thrice a week.
To conclude, life for me will never be the same again, while knowing i have to keep him in the back of my mind from that very day. Most of all... May god bless him.
Life goes on...
SHIT EVOLVE TILL THE COWS COME HOME.
Marcus, another kindred soul who's a translator and influencer of knowledge in real life. A great fella who has went through no less than us for sure, he fights adversities in health, life and love. Someone who takes on everything by himself and is just as close to Nic and Nikkson like me. A sincerely true person who never fakes his arse (coz it's just as big), and splurts out a war cry whenever he's unhappy.
An occassional trumpety fella with fantastic fighting spirit...Thumbs Up!!
In reel but real life, he is also another fanatic cum gamer for soccer too.
As the saying goes, "Same kind of birdies flocking crazily together"...
What do you expect huh?! But sad to say...
He is another dieing-too hard-to-be Liverpool fan (but the fact he already is). Day Day Liverpool Since Diaper Times!!!
What an unbelievable phenomenon really.... Global's rarity. Funny??
Please. It's not. C'mon! He's like that. Anyone vouch for me?
Ermm.....
There's just plenty of things about this interesting lad whom i had known for 16 years... Lemme think. He indulges in W11 just like us, practically a Graeme Souness of the modern times. Another great quality W11 partner, can do anything, everything, no mistakes about that.
ANY TAKERS???? Haha...
To conclude, friends forever till end of day dudey!
SHIT WON'T EVOLVE UNTIL ALL THE DOGS GO HOME.
(No doubt they are cute)
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About me
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April 1977 - Born in Alexandra Hospital as a premature baby.
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Jan 1985 - Super hardcore in basketball when i was 8. Due for a
Jan 1985 - Super hardcore in basketball when i was 8. Due for a
................semi-amatuer basketball career until the dreaded
................army daze, approximately played 10 years in all.
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Jun 1999 - Made a complete switch to soccer after realising enough
................was enough. It's just too much to take.
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Mar 2004 - Acute cruciate ligament knee injury was detected
Mar 2004 - Acute cruciate ligament knee injury was detected
................after intense dribbling (imagine diego maradona).
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And what else... Operation was done and call it a day from sports ever since. Yeap. No sports. No breaking of sweat at all, until today. What an unhealthly life!
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